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Topic: Ana
Ana my best friend yet my worst enemy... these words are so true... I can relate to these words so much. Ana gives me strenght, happiness and sucess when I see the scales but when I cant give into food and I'm starving to the point where I just want to die Ana hurts me the most Ana reminds me that I dont deserve to eat and leaves me feeling miserable and worthless. when the scale reads another ounce of fat then yesterday Ana harrases me throughout the day reminding how I had failed her and all I hear the rest of the day in my head is you FAT BITCH!!! When I eat Ana is constintely around she helps me make right choices but when I dont follow her rules hell will break loose. Ana my best friend yet my worst enemy.
Posted by lola15ca
at 12:02 AM EDT
Updated: Wednesday, 28 September 2005 12:04 AM EDT

